If you’re in New York on
Saturday, January 5, go to Scandinavia House at 2:30 in the afternoon to hear
Emily Lethbridge speak about “The Saga-Steads of Iceland: A 21st-CenturyPilgrimage.” You’ll be inspired—or jealous. I was.
Let me explain.
One of the loveliest moments
on my book tour for Song of the Vikings
was when three University of Massachusetts at Amherst students waylaid me after
my guest lecture in their Norse mythology class. They were the classic teenage
trio: a burly young man who had not yet grown into himself; a mouse-shy young
woman with long hair, who shrank behind him; and a second young woman,
sharp-spoken and quick to act. The ringleader grabbed my arm. “She,” she pointed at her shy friend,
transfixing her with a glare, “wants to be you.”
The mouse-girl could have been me in college, and I
told her so. “Be stubborn,” I said. “Be persistent. Don’t let them talk you out
of it.” If you want to organize your life around the Icelandic sagas, do it.
Don’t let anyone tell you studying medieval Iceland is not relevant to a life
in modern America. (If they try, point them toward Song of the Vikings, in which I argue that medieval Iceland
inspired modern epic fantasy.)
I wish someone had given me such
advice at 18. If so, I might not be so jealous of Emily Lethbridge and her
Saga-Steads project. In 2010, Emily was a 33-year-old Ph.D. student at
Cambridge University in England. She raised money to retrofit a Land Rover
ambulance into a camper van and toured Iceland in it for a year, visiting all
the places mentioned in the major Icelandic sagas. She read (or re-read) each
saga on site, met the people who now live on the farms, and blogged about it at
sagasteads.blogspot.com.
I read every post, waxing
greener as the months went on. I wanted to grab her arm: “I want to be you!” I emailed her to that effect. No
answer.
In September 2011, I stayed
five days in the guest apartment at Reykholt, with its writer’s studio up a
spiral stair, researching the life of Snorri Sturluson for Song of the Vikings. The writing was not going well. In my journal,
I blame it first on the architecture. Reykholt is a beautiful spot, with
mountains all around. I was there on a rare string of sunny fall days—and the
studio had no windows. When I can’t look out a window and project my thoughts
on a mountain, I can’t write. A blank white wall just will not do.
I struggled to finish an
outline for chapter five. “Not sure
what this chapter is about except Ragnarok, the end of all good things,” I
wrote. I wandered through the library of Snorrastofa, the institute which, with
the writer’s apartment, two churches, a school, a hotel, and a row of
geothermally heated greenhouses now marks Snorri Sturluson’s chief estate. I
went back to my computer and, instead of writing, checked Facebook. There, I
learned that Emily Lethbridge had been nearby at Gilsbakki the day before. I
had driven past there. I hadn’t seen her Land Rover (though I hadn’t really
looked).
I read her blog post about the
saga of Gunnlaug Serpent-Tongue, happy to be distracted from Snorri. I didn’t
want to write about him, I finally realized, because in chapter five I had to
kill him. (Astute readers will notice that in the final draft of the book, I
put off his death until chapter six.) I took a walk just before midnight to
Snorri’s hot tub. I saw a little touch of northern lights, a few turquoise
wisps, in the sky. Got a good whiff of sulfur from the pool. Listened to the
gurgling of the 800-year-old pipes. Wondered where Emily would be going next.
Early next morning, a woman entered
the library. She was bundled in a down vest and layers of sweaters over heavy
insulated trousers. Her short-cropped hair stuck out at all angles, as if she
had just pulled off a stocking cap. She wore fingerless gloves and spoke rapid
Icelandic to the librarian helping her. I knew it must be Emily.
I was too shy, at first, to
interrupt. What would I say? I want to be
you. Too late for that. I waited until she sat down at one of the public
computers and began working. I sidled near. “Emily?” I said. “I’m Nancy Brown.”
“Oh!” she said, with a blazing
smile. “I meant to email you!”
So began the kind of
conversation you can only have with a soulmate. She told me about walking up to
Icelanders in gas stations and on farms to ask about the sagas. We talked about
saga-tourism—how not to turn Iceland into a theme park. About A.S. Byatt’s recent
retelling of the Norse myth of Ragnarok, and the influence of Snorri Sturluson
on the books of Neil Gaiman.
We talked about Icelandic
horses. Emily had worked on a farm in the north of Iceland (something else I’d
wanted to do, but hadn’t), and rode every chance she got. I, as you know, own
four Icelandic horses in the U.S. (Finally something to make Emily jealous of
me!)
We talked about her plans:
She would be staying in a turfhouse in the south of Iceland in December, where
she planned to start writing a book based on her adventure. Actually, she planned to finish the book in that
month. I smiled.
We talked about my plans: to
visit Surt’s Cave, where the mutilation of Snorri’s son Oraekja took place. I’d
need “a headlamp and serious shoes,” she warned me. The cave floor was just
rubble. “You’ll hear the drip-drip of water inside.” Deep within the cave, an
Icelandic artist has placed an exhibition of his statues: faces carved of rock.
The next morning I headed for
Surt’s Cave. She was right about the rubble. I had only a flashlight and rubber
Wellington boots, so didn’t make it far into the cave. I never saw the statues.
Still, I managed to freak myself out entirely by turning off my light and
listening to the drip-drip in the
unimaginable dark. I wished Emily were with me. She is much braver than I am.
Or maybe I just needed her shoes.
Join me again next Wednesday at
nancymariebrown.blogspot.com for another writing adventure in Iceland or the
medieval world.
Nothing like living the dream, is there?
ReplyDeleteNice post, but I can't imagine just walking up to people and asking them anything cold like that. It's a major reason I only ever used telephoto lenses. :)
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